Monday, October 20, 2008
Looking forward... deep inside the curse.... my eyes suffer with those light inside u... darkest feelings crowd my thoughts... looking like a stranger in a world full of souls undercover, meaningless... blank... my spirit runs... try to escape the fury that covers my heart.. wich bleeds.. scars from rage that surrender me upon u... life.... soul deep in a bottle that is drowning in the ocean... somewhere i can hear u... sometimes i fell ur voice come into my deepest mind... cursed...
Now i'm running again.... my feet turns blood with that scars i kwon so so good.... i can't run no more.... i try. i am trying all the time.... but its too hard.... i can't move now... please don't make me talk.. don't make me look at u... and smile... i'll smile i know.... but my soul is crying.... for so long... dead... wish u where never here....
Now... im going to close my eyes.... slowly... listening the sound of ur heart beating close to mine... i'll try to sleep... tomorow is another day.... another beginning... see u......
in my dreams!
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
I need some rest... on this darkest hours... some peacefull for my mind who's tormented with such hypocrisy sarcastic life.. My soul is bleeding and i can't move forward now.. need to cure the scars, need to be off everything.. everyone.. don't care, or.. don't pretend to care!!! i don't mind! My spirit is like fénix, rebirth from ashes.. and he is rebirthing.... day after day...- night after night... i'll be over this shadowing that scares me apart, but not death stop me from breathing with those light in my eyes.. not dark or hell beeings scares me no more nor cuts my flesh after struggle.. and i'm in this torment fluent sky above my mind.. scream now and take care... i'll be back!!
Dark gretz from my hell to yours,
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Trapped inside my heart... my soul bleeds for peace under the darkest hours of dark pain.. Screams loud and nothing can be listen from those above.. nothing can be heard or told.. nothing can be touch or ended fears. Blame myself for the choices i made for me in this hell of a sentiment that comes above mythical fear... Flesh are weak.. mind was strong with those cares of full madness days and nights that far so far i wonder the death beneaths the sky and climbs the day and suffer the rage of this anger that has no end.. Grudge feelings confusion lost flames hanging around... us.
Stop this nigthmare.. stop this wisdom.. stop my soul for breathing away of no hard felling.... power.. weak... words with no sense at all.. this have only significant eyes for those who's above that ocean i was talking to.. that ocean of life wich struggles to fight... the moonlight that dies in bloody hearts.. strugle, this is a new cicle, this is the end of..... evil after evil thoughts.. hell... oh my god.. hell bounds it all. stop my mind... stop my soul for bleeding in this trapped inside... freedom whispers! seek you...
Thursday, October 02, 2008
The ocean of feelings see me drowning fast above that i can't reach nothing.. Nothing to see or think.. Much to do and dream.. I seek the sky for explanations to my world of dark toughts and there's no answer i could reach.. today i'm drowning like yesterday and the other day.. now i see.. now i can see you... now.. is no longer exist!