Thursday, December 11, 2008


Faith hopeless feeling going through my mind less taken from a horror film that makes me suffer and suffer all night long for u my darkness that is taking the curse crossed my heart that doesn't support no more no longuer i have to admit this hopeless is drowning me in the sea of screams silent screams of my soul silent pain my mind is appart my fuckin mind crosses the sky above my eyes and i can't take this no more no more no longer above me no please no ignore me ignore my contorsions of death death's so sweet sweet like honey dont exist no more dont have shame shame on you shame life fuck u life oh life let me close my eyes and be aware of u let me stand here drowing flying away dont be close dont look dont smile and dont even dare to cry...

Friday, December 05, 2008

_The bounds_

Strange feeling comes up to me suddently without reason that i could think of.. something's wrong something's goin' on that pain in my soul that curse in my heart that word unfair and depression above sky... unware of everything i don't know... links without toughts.. feelings just that feelings dark oh darkness sad oh my sadlish evil soul that is drowning in lust.. Now i know...can it be possible can it be...links of the heart...darkness rage hope hope that my bound is fine hell of fine with no pain with no tears with warm heart... i'm here for u i'm here.... i love u, daughter, i love my love is fair my love is true my love is shared by one more souls that are now suffering for know something of u..where are u lost in darkness flower of flames spirit where are u where... a lost soul 4ever marked by the living of that life fuckin cruel life..lost and weak my force comes from the evil my force comes from that light that ignites the sky..take a look...the shinny... is that one looking for u to be safe...come back